Archives for the month of: December, 2006

How I did it.

Above is my “Quicky Glass Globe” as I learned from Richard in Beeton, Ontario. Richard lives about 45 minutes South of my birth place Barrie, Ontario. My dad was stationed at Canadian Forces Base Borden back then. We migrated West to Calgary when I was only a few months old so I have no recollection of it.

Enough biographical drivel! Richard has blessed us with a great screencast using the Inkscape to produce the above graphic. He’s done the MacGyver and creates a mic stand out of tape, camera tripod, coat hanger and a pair of nylons. I had heard the there were lots of issues synchronizing sound with screencast in Linux but those problems must have been overcome. Richard has inspired me to give it a try. Now, I’ll have to come up with something to screencast.

Thanks Richard, I found it useful and the sound was just fine.

“It’s fine to work on the origins of evil within me,” one might argue, “but what about all the evil happenings in the world – the atrocities of war, starvation, and unspeakable crimes that are plastered all over the media?” First, we have to be realistic. The only person we have a hope of changing in a fundamental way is ourself, and, as we know, that’s damn difficult to do. If we decide to do practical work to help end human suffering, we have to undertake it without the spirit of opposition that seems to escalate into the very thing we are trying to prevent. (It’s sadly funny to hear people arguing vehemently about war.)”

…  “This is the challenge of the middle way: to be compassionate without becoming overwhelmed and depressed by the suffering of the world, to be determined without becoming aggressive and anxious, and to have clarity of mind without becoming indifferent or cruel. We start with the most intimate work, the inner work. Then we move outward, working for peace in a milieu of nonopposition. We return always to emptiness, the Great Potential.”

excerpted from Jan Chozen Bays
commentary “Beyond Good and Evil”
in the current issue of Buddhadharma

How does this relate to starting or developing an art practice? As my friend Charles recently mused,  (paraphrasing a bit) :

“How do we align an urge to be a creative artist, which in a sense can be seen as a ridiculous, impractical indulgence–even a waste of resources–with the overwhelming necessity of opposing the unfolding moral and social disaster that seems to be continually present these days.”

In Mahayana Buddhism art practice has always had a strong cultural presence. Buddhism in Japan, China and Tibet has strong ties to the arts. In the Western Zen movement this seems much less true. Oh, there are a few groups that have art as a strong part of there formal practice. I’m thinking here of John Daido Loori’s Mountain and Rivers Order and Joan Halifax in Santa Fe. I’m sure there are others who stress the arts to varying degrees. I’d like to be wrong, maybe this will change as Zen continues to be assimilated into the West.

Take your awareness and focus it layer by layer — first, focus on self then move to family, to friends, to job, then expand to regional issues like the Grande Ronde aquifer depletion, then to US issues like that of political polarity, then to the Western hemispheric issues like over consumption, finally to the big problems of the world like climate change and war. By doing this you can see at each stage that any improvement in clarity and action has a karmic effect on the next stage. (In fact any growth and healing at any stage grows and heals all the other layers.) In this way we see that, that which grows and heals me, grows and heals everything else. “Me” is where we have the strongest influence and where I spend all of my time, so this is a great place work. There is no escaping, everywhere I go there I am. Moving from the small me to the “Big Self” is the best work I can do not just locally but universally.

Of course, other side of this coin is — Who is responsible for this mess? Like before, taking my awareness, looking at responsibility and slowly adding layers from myself to my family to my friends and onward to the Palouse the US and the world, I can see that each layer forms the next by karma conditions. One after the other. It started with here, right here exists the conditions for all my family issues and the Grande Ronde Aquifer depletion and the Darfur atrocities. Taking responsibility for the conditions of the moment means taking responsibility for it all. Move from the small me to the “Big Self”.

This is what I understand from Jan Chozen Bays’ commentary “Beyond Good and Evil” in the current issue of Buddhadharma that I quoted earlier.

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Holiday Abstract

Just a quick photo and related link. Nothing of interest here so just move along.

I’ve posted about how I do this before. Abstracts are very difficult to do effectively but I’ve proved that they are to easy hack at. One of the best at abstract photography is Sophie. A French photographer that creates little projects for herself in the abstract realm and really has the touch. Each group of images ties together nicely and none seem out of place. Each image evokes a feeling and is not stale. Louis is her newest model and what a fine one indeed!

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Warning — navel gazing ahead.

I’ve noticed that all my recent posts have included a photo. Today will be different.

I am a visual person and because my writing is a little lacking (OK a lot!), the inclusion of photo is my crutch. During my usual dish-washing brainstorming session last night, I got to thinking about why this is. The short answer is that I don’t understand who my audience is or what they want. More importantly, I often confused about what I want to give them. Starting without an end in mind?

I sort of ramble in my writing, one minute composing it as if it were a journal and the next moment I write as if I was addressing you the reader. So I’ve come up with three tips (more like challenges) for myself to improve my writing here.

  1. Write with an audience in mind. If you don’t have a audience in mind when you start writing, make one up. Think of specific people, use friends, co-workers, relatives or plain strangers and make them specific. The tone and cadence of your writing will change depending on if you are addressing your friend’s five year old or the boss. Each topic has the appropriate audience. Look for them and keep on track.
  2. Describe the scene to give the reader a sense of place. When I write I usually sit at a Stickley deck. It is new but modeled after those big old desks you used to see in banks. It has a knee-hole between two sets of drawers and Boykan, my Chocolate Lab, likes to curl up there to keep us warm. To my right is a computer mouse, my coffee cup and a ceramic vase full of pens, pencils, a staple puller, and scissors. To the left there is a reading lamp, a stack of books I’m reading, my iPod and a hipsterPDA card bleacher with cards for future blog posts and notes on a yoga asana. I use an old laptop for my main computer and the short monitor allows me to look over the top of the laptop and see the shop and woods beyond to the west. We feed the local pheasant and quail so sometimes they gather in the edge of the field jockeying for position and scratching up the ground looking for the last of the birdseed.
  3. Remain focused within a blog post. New idea equals new post. So often I will start with one idea and add one or two more so I can get volume. This isn’t necessary. If an idea can be expressed quickly there is no need to fatten it up. Here is were we can get into trouble though. If the idea is no fully expressed or is foggy in some way, fattening it with unrelated ideas only serves to confused the reader. It also doesn’t fell satisfying to the writer. This skill only comes with practice.

Well they you go, dear reader. There tips, seeds of which sprouted in last night’s dish-washing water. This is the work I need to do. Practice.

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Frosty 12º F

Haiku is an interesting form of poetry. Short and sweet. The essence of the moment. Nothing extra. Just right for a young Zen student.

Modern Haiku is a small press magazine dedicated to, as the title says – modern haiku. Here is a sample, which is available via Modern Haiku’s published book She Was Just Seventeen by Billy Collins.

Mid-winter evening,
alone at a sushi bar—
just me and this eel.

Billy Collins


Broccoli/Bell Pepper/Onion/Garlic Pizza

More pictures in the kitchen. This is the best of a series I took while cooking pizza for dinner last night. Actually, Mary is the cook, I just roll out the dough and manage the pizza’s transition from counter to oven and back again. Mary is such a wonderful cook. A true foodie.

Technically there are problems with this image. Mostly, it has too narrow of a depth of field (area of sharp focus) and the position of this depth of field is on the wrong part of the pizza (it should include the front of the pizza to about half way through it). To improve the next time I’ll close down the f-stop on the camera to get a greater depth of field which will probably require the use of the flash.

Mary and I just finished discussing Christmas dinner and she suggested pizza (Spinach and Sun-dried tomato). So I’ll get another chance to make a great pizza picture. Maybe I should practice some before then? Won’t that be fun!! By the way the pizza was delicious.


B&W image taken this morning
in the field the moose sometimes loiter in but not today.

Common Teasel: Dipsacus fullonum

Where we are the weather has been cold but is now warming. I sure have a privileged life. I have my health, a rewarding job, a strong spiritual practice and a happy love relationship. What more could I ask for? I appreciate life so much but I’m afraid I haven’t demonstrated that enough. This little quote from Steve Jobs reminds me of “The Five Remembrances”. Is Steve a Buddhist?

“Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

Commencement address by Steve Jobs,
CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios,
delivered on June 12, 2005 at Stanford University.


The Five Remembrances

I am of the nature to grow old.
There is no way to escape growing old.

I am of the nature to have ill health.
There is no way to escape ill health.

I am of the nature to die.
There is no way to escape death.

All that is dear to me and everyone I love are of the nature to change.
There is no way to escape being separated from them.

My actions are my only true belongings.
I cannot escape the consequences of my actions.
My actions are the ground upon which I stand.

Gratuitous cat picture (Zia).

The Online Educational Database has a new article titled “77 Ways to Learn Faster, Deeper, and Better“. Some great tips there. Here is a brief sample.

8. Change your focus. Sometimes there simply isn’t enough time to take a long break. If so, change subject focus. Alternate between technical and non-technical subjects.

11. Do walking meditation. If you’re taking a hike (#25), go one step further and learn walking meditation as a way to tap into your inner resources and your strengthen your ability to focus. Just make sure you’re not walking inadvertently into traffic.

19. Brainmap it. Need to plan something? Brain maps, or mind maps, offer a compact way to get both an overview of a project as well as easily add details. With mind maps, you can see the relationships between disparate ideas and they can also act as a receptacle for a brainstorming session.

44. Cross-pollinate your interests. Neurons that connect to existing neurons give you new perspectives and abilities to use additional knowledge in new ways.